So tommorow I MIGHT do some tests, CBC Panel and Lipid Panel..Urinalysis Panel, Comprehensive Metabolic Panel,T3 Uptake,T4 and TSH. But the problem is I have to fast and at 12:05am I ate an ice cube lol but I just asked my friend who gave me the lab place cause his mom's a doc and his said what's the difference you swallow your own spit right? lol so anyways I feel like shit, cause of my P..so im going to sleep wish me luck tommorow!! l8

What?! I really like this song ok..lol and now that I have dsl back up I can download. I did get outta Kazaa and now im @ limewire. I had a nice day today, I went to the gym and bought a whole cd of depressing songs, to bury my sorrows in. I know im sure of what I want, im just not sure about me...and that's gets in the way. IM REALLY WORRIED. But I can't do anything, you guys have no idea what im talking about lol but imagine pls. I hope you like the new song, my brother is sleeping over...and he's waking up @6am to go workout, I go @8pm but im still waking up and drowing my sorrows somewhere, and writing somethings..l8

Well today I'm not the happiest person alive, for personal reasons. But I've messed up alot in things so I guess I deserve what's happening in my personal life right now. I am not watching the disney channel, I was watching the tv version of honey I shurnk the kids, and I was hoping "CHiPS" Was on tonight gotta love the corny Erick Estrada shows lol. I was here w/ T- and Carlos...and we chilled for a while then they ate dinner here. It's funny T- and I were talking last night, and she told me when we talked she thought we were only gonna talk on the phone a few times and that's it, and when we met she thought we were only going to chill once and a while, now she knows my whole family and we hang out every wkend lol her me and carlos are always planning and doing something, I GUESS that's instant friend soup lol just add the love (awww) not lol we are going to the gym everyday and I MIGHT start school w/her aswell, let's see where this goes. After we all ate dinner, she left cause she works tonight, 10-6am sucks..I know and Carlos and I stayed doing nothing... then around 2am she beckond us to bring some asprin to her @ work and we got lost and blah blah I came home lol anyways I get my new dsl modem tommorow YES lol & I can't WAIT to play the sims online lol I've missed like 2wks already :( anyways early day tommorow so l8