"These tears I've cried I've cried 1000 oceans And if it seems I'm floating in the darkness Well, I can't believe that I would keep Keep you from flying And I would cry 1000 more If that's what it takes To sail you home Sail you home Sail you home" That's how I feel right now, like my whole world has crumbled into tiny little pieces of nothing. I hate this feeling. Like I've been thrown away, to die. Nothing satisfies me, because I know what does I can't have and it's killing me. I would love to change the day it happend, but alas I can't. Listen to the song, that's how I feel (You know who you are). In other news tommorow well today I'm getting the tests done, I had an OK wkend we had my grandmother's 81st bday party, and I hung out w/Carlos and stuff... overall it was good. Well I must go, hope you like to new layout l8!

I feel a little aloof from my friends, just because I told my friend the truth about what I thought tonight, she's being... I don't know different with me. I'm noticing that Carlos was like that tonight as well. Also, just so you all know, I've been giving my walking papers. Atleast that's what I think they are. Enough of that. Tonight we had a little party w/my grandma. Everyone was here. Yep Cin please :) and no I don't know who linda is. I'M OFF MY PERIOD lol I can go to the fking clinic now :) l8